Bring it back to the Bones of the Earth

I’ve met people from all over the world claiming they’re witch or shaman. The ones that are real don’t seek constant attention. There’s a few that have businesses and made their work known using social media like myself to reach more people to help where we can because we know it is an important and pivotal time on the planet.

And I’ve seen it all. The falseness which is everywhere, and the idea of what most people consider witch or shaman is just an egotistical idea to feed an image of what it is not. Fucking meme sharing and feeding the stereotype of pointy hats and too much bullshit which myself and others are constantly working at to break.

I’ve seen grown arse women curse and hex twenty year olds just so they can exercise their rage and feed an idea of what power is not. I’ve seen people go crazy by using a force they know nothing about not understanding the practice, not understanding the importance to heal and reclaim their power knowing it’s ongoing. Some of that is subtle and some not so much.
I have seen bitchiness,
competitiveness in what is meant to be healing arts. I’ve watched elder people say they’re one thing to find out they’re toxic, controlling and even racist. I’ve seen too much of people who call themselves witch or shaman are not. Constantly seeking attention and validation which is not what you do. The real ones know this. They know to grow and reclaim their power they dive in deep to love and accept who they are without the constant need to be placed on a pedestal. That’s an unhealthy wounded ego. There’s no power in that.

People call this a community and it’s meant to be, but for the most part it fucking is not. It is with the ones you have close to you and that for me is a community that I’m always welcoming and expanding and man, I’ve got some great people around me.

What I’m saying is, we’re people that stand for earth, heal ourselves and whoever comes our way. That’s what I know we are. It’s not about constant selfie sharing, screaming to the world what you’re doing next so people can stroke that ego some more, it is the roots and bones of helping, healing and supporting where we can..and that also includes the art of curse and hex.

Wise women and men, witches, shamans, wortcunners, conjurers. My beloved brujas and brujos so potently talented, these are the ones to seek out. The rest is feeding an image, and because of that self centred bullshit they are influencing others to be like them- egotistical and so far away from themselves it does nothing but feed on old emotional wounding that keeps people repeating the same unhealthy patterns. You’ll watch them they change a few things here and there to ‘look the part’ but they’re not actually standing in their power. This falseness is not bringing people back to earth, it is not healing them, it’s making them sick.
The focus of where we are right now as earth, as humanity should be healing which includes decolonising and coming back to our ancestral roots. Not being afraid to go deep and confront our pains.
No one has the time to waste in feeding the superficial. The roots and bones of witchery is healing and establishing a strong connection with self and earth not in stroking egos that will eventually lead to sickness in the mind and in the body which only leads to more mindless destruction to our planet. A witch or shaman would know this.
Superficial fuckery, that has devastating effects when this should be about earth and healing.

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Keep it Humble

We all do things deliberately whether we want to admit it or not to ourselves, especially if it’s cunty, or we need to get shit done for the right reasons because you can smell the mess another person is spreadin feeling like they’re a little too special for others because they’re blinded by their own fuckery. They’re own pain they’ve lost themselves in and they twist and warp what should be clear to see, but for many reasons why they can’t or won’t. That’s life.

Or they may feel they’re accomplished and pretty damn awesome at what they do, or they have an overgrown ego the size of a house because they keep feedin on others to get that next ego stroke because their too insecure, whatever, it leads to the same thing…and it may seem harmless at first until they start thinking they’re better than others. They start hurting people, or talking about others they say they’re friends with. Or they hurt their own children, or fuck over their business partner, cheat on their partner…whatever the reason they start losin their footing in realty and hurting people deliberately.

People like myself, we like to observe. We take everything in. We see and let the cigar smoke speak to us..and we sit and we sit..and we keep sitting patiently till the timing is right.

I’ve gone years to handle a situation that needed handling, waiting for the right time for it to be finally dealt with. There really is a timing for everything.

So if you come into my space or someone I love or care about and you fuck around…and maybe you can’t see that you are because you’re too self absorbed but you just refuse to take no for a fucking answer.

Then you gotta think..

How do you know if I tricked you to walk right into the web I created for you because you were too blinded by your own glamour to see the truth of what you’re doing?
How do you know I didn’t see that months ahead? How do you know that I was a willing participant to the fuckery to grow past myself because I watched myself be manipulated and I knew I had to grow past it?

Tricky, tricky…witchery..

So then how do you know the rage you feel to throw that hex would actually hit, but instead rebound back on you because it was seen months before it happened by the person you’re throwin at? And if you weren’t so blinded by your own trickery, you would know it wouldn’t be good for you. Keep your work and yourself humble. Know yourself is what I’m sayin, knowing you are no higher or lower than any living being because we’re all made of the same special somethin, regardless of what we do or don’t know. The more you know, the closer to earth you should be.

Do you see where I’m goin with this story? The web of self deceit and the use of trickery and growth watchin yourself in the space that feels sticky and you know it.
Growth is a painful bitch but a beautiful one, and there’s something about observin yourself in action to grow and let the truth speak for itself..

Trickery is one of my favourite forms of witchcraft and if you know yourself real well, you can spin that trick around to see the truth about yourself and others.

Trickery is clear and it isn’t either..


Muma Pădurii

The chaotic nature of the energy that has created all, is always moving and we can only experience those extremes as much as we can in human skin. We will never fully comprehend what it actually is and the further you go you really see you don’t know much at all.

Though how much of you do you think you’re healing if you avoid the aspects of nature that is confronting and scary as fuck? How well can you stand in the eye of your own storm and not lose yourself? Losing yourself consciously is a different thing altogether, but I’m talking where most people can’t see at all through the beliefs they hold onto. So fixated, they stay in darkness without knowing how to see when they are in it. Yes, it’s a practice.

Most people tend to avoid talking about death, chaos and destruction. Always fearing the next bit of change, not accepting the chaotic nature that life is. Forever fearing their own shadow. Even in witchcraft, not much different unfortunately, yet it’s the beautiful vast mystery we learn to stand in through our relationship with nature and self.

Why this. This new space I have created for those that are curious, the ones that are ready, or the ones that love it as much as I do. This space is breathing, waiting for the right time to begin. It’s shiny and new. And it’s all for curse, hex, death, chaos and destruction. Can’t grow if ya can’t accept all facets of life. Can’t be rooted in your practice if you fear death and destruction.. so here ya go loves, the Facebook page is ready and I will share it again and again. Nothing’s posted on it just the presence of Muma Pradurii she’s waiting…… Click here if ya good to go dark and fucking filthy right in the destruction of deathly chaos ———> Muma Padurii

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The Fear and Clarity of Narcissistic Behaviour

Once their behaviour is revealed openly they will do the opposite to try and save face of what a lot of people already know and see. The most interesting of facts is they’re more worried about being seen as a narcissist than a racist because I’ve shared and will keep sharing gypsy is a racial slur.

For a word witch not only do they not know how to spell but also if language defines a culture than what does that say about you as a person because by fuck you’re not the only person that represents your culture, and thank fuck for that.

Here’s the video before the changes this person made below: then suddenly but with no surprise here is the new about with reviews switched right on (as explained in the video:

This person is suddenly a slayer of the superficial and my favourite narcisistic (their spelling) predators. For a ‘word witch’ whatever the fuck that is love, that’s not how you spell it. The masks and pretence is falling away, funny how this person has never spoken about this before? ….


The Come Back and the Entitlement

In the last post I mentioned about the narcissist gathering, and how the need and will to gather those around them to stoke their ego hard enough to reassure them and their shitty behaviour is okay, and in this case it’s around racism and the word gypsy. Let me explain the behaviour, then I’ll go into it further with psychological facts to show you clearly what’s happening here.

After raising the topic on not using the word gypsy, particularly from a person who puts the image across of cultural acceptance and respect, the response we received from the narcissist at hand was for them to post a photo of themselves, say they’re not playing victim and yet they are with the public display (which comes to no surprise, classic narcissistic behaviour). Of course with no apology to the Romany people, that wasn’t expected but what was is the behaviour happening again which I will share more below. This person goes onto say that ‘we are doing nothing but selling more books for her.’ Racism and narcissism, classic behaviour thinking that doing it again will provoke an emotional response, which is what they want because their tunnel vision and belief they are entitled and how dare they be shown up for their shitty behaviour that they will never be responsible for. Sorry darlin, no emotional response here, you’re showing yourself up and each behaviour is confirming to me and the world the real you beneath all the glamour bullshit, so keep fucking yourself up nicely, we’re all sitting back with popcorn because it’s classic narcissistic behaviour.

Before I share a few psychological facts on narcissistic behaviour, let me add that an empathetic and compassionate cultured person will respond with exactly that, with empathy and compassion – not here, remember it’s a narcissistic world.

From psychology today:

One word that will help you understand the narcissist

To begin, the most helpful word in framing an understanding of the narcissist is “counterintuitive.” The most crucial point is that how the narcissist presents on the surface is entirely different from how the narcissist feels underneath. There are two “selfs” at work in the mind of the narcissist: their real self, and the fraudulent, fantasy self they try to sell to the public. Severe narcissists have a predatory, score-keeping approach to the social world around them. The narcissist’s daily life is spent fighting off potential threats to their ego and proving themselves as superior to everyone around them, and they have little peace of mind as they move through life.

In the mind of the narcissist, the social world includes two strict categories: winners and losers. There is no possible outcome they can conceive of in which everyone gets their needs met. There isn’t enough attention and praise for everyone to go around, so according to narcissistic logic, only a few lucky ones will be selected. When the narcissist feels most threatened, it is because someone has said or done something that makes the narcissist feel small, unnoticed, weak, or defective, and the narcissist cannot allow anyone or anything to make him feel like that under any circumstances. The narcissist’s thinking goes like this: Any threat to her or his temperamental ego must be identified and erased immediately. If the threat continues, it must be annihilated by any means necessary.

“Narcissistic entitlement refers to a belief that one’s importance, superiority, or uniqueness should result in getting special treatment and receiving more resources than others. For example, individuals high in narcissistic entitlement think that they should get more respect, more money, and more credit for doing the same work as everyone else. Narcissistic entitlement also includes a willingness to demand this special treatment or extra resources.”

So there you have it, just a little know how to see what’s happening here and of course what’s to come. The thing is, when you really understand how narcissistic behaviour works you can stand back and see it for what it is. It’s expected because it’s patterned behaviour and anyone that knows my work well knows that I work closely with patterned behaviour. So sorry bitch, your racist and expected self absorbed behaviour is nothin new here. Like I said, I’ll give you attention but not the kind you want. Your behaviour is disgusting.

Here again is a great piece of not using the word gypsy, written by a Roma herself:


And thanks to the beautiful woman that pointed me to this amazing piece of art, love ya you know who you are. xxx



The Gathering

The gathering, as I call it when a narcissist is called out on their behaviour. They never apologise because they don’t believe there’s anything to apologise for.
Then they’ll manipulate by making it about them and all the while playing victim to what they have done. Gathering as many as they can to stroke that big ego of theirs so they can then believe they have the permission to continue with their behaviour, oh but not everyone sees it like that darlin hearts. People do see my loves even if they don’t say.
Classic narcissistic trait.
The ones that have been on the receiving end of narcissistic abuse knows this well.
And let’s remember the persona that so many believe in, and the so called charisma and the glamour bullshit they love to play out because and let’s use this in context of racism, especially when some like to see themselves as educated and more, which they are not and go on and on to accept all cultures because they believe they are connected to their own, and when the get called out for being culturally insensitive and using a slur word that Romany people are working so fucking hard for modern culture to stop playing up this fantasy image that isn’t real and is actually a derogatory term towards Romany people- we are doing everything we can to educate people to not use. Let’s remember now it’s a narcissist living in a narcissistic world so let’s excuse all of them while they rotate and rotate again in their shit taking as many people as they can with them…because who are they really without no one to say ‘there there, you are awesome don’t listen to sense and human decency keep being your selfish self.’
The unconscious following the twisted, pulling on wounding like it’s a lackey band and if you let them pull hard enough, you just may get the little attention you want from them but remember it’s not for you, it’s all for them.
Here’s an excellent post on not using the word gypsy written by a Romany. Read it through it’s not a long read:
Here’s another link for you all to read. Heart wrenching, fucking painful but the truth of what’s happening and how Roma people are treated in Europe right not which is has been for happening for decades:

Let me explain one more time and it won’t be the last time, Romany’s can claim the word gypsy and if that’s you my fellow Roma, sweet as but know our background and educate yourself my darlins because it’s not okay. If you want more information and sites where you can connect with other Roma’s on social media there is some excellent groups and pages that are supportive and helpful. Get in contact with me by clicking on the contact page of this site.
There’s no place for racism and bullshit, let’s end it together.
We see ya bitch.

Live with eyes wide open

I’m going to keep saying it.

Oppression, trauma tames the spirit. Makes a person fearful to be who they really are. That’s obvious, and wildness the real you beneath it all is the one always challenging you to speak up to remember and reclaim who you are and what you know. The fire that burns you awake, the rage that wants to burn it all down. That is who you are.

There are those that speak of wildness and being feral yet will contradict what they put across because they want to believe they are the only ones that know because they have crafted a persona so well most can’t see because their bullshit pulls on people’s traumas and they want it left like that. They use confusion on the simplest topics because their shit isn’t clear enough and it continues the confusion for those they need to place them on a pedestal to believe they know. Wisdom is clarity, genuine care asks for no added attention.

We use one or the other if we’re gonna speak about freedom and reclaiming who we are beneath all the bullshit we’ve been taught. Let’s not pretend here.
Sometimes you have to state the obvious to those that can’t pull apart anything else because they’re drowning in their own insecurity and not actually moving with their knowing. They’re taking bits and pieces from other people’s work and slamming it together claiming it as their own.
Interesting to what gets exposed when you pull down the glamour and people start coming forward with their own stories.

The one thing I cannot stand is manipulation and toxic behaviour. Not all toxic people are narcissists, but all narcissists are toxic. Not all people choose to take responsibility and very possibly don’t know any better from their own experience and wounding, but the difference is they are committed to grow past it and take a serious look at their behaviour even though they have been exposed to toxic behaviour particularly if they’ve been hurt in their childhoods by their own families.

But then there are those that will confuse people with what they share, saying one thing about being loving and doing the opposite, and even go as far as saying they’re ‘different’ in context to serious issues and shrugging off the obvious that needs to be spoken about. This is something I will keep speaking about because this world is fast becoming riddled with it.

The serious issue at hand here is the trauma wounding that these people knowingly pull on. To pull on such wounds is to keep people oppressed, confused and far from reclaiming their true nature.

There’s no need to glamour when you’re real. Your wildness has a presence of it’s own. No glamour is needed to pretend something you are not because in that depth, illusion doesn’t live there something these people don’t want you to know.

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